Audiotherapy: Paramore "MONSTER"

Gosh, with everything going on in my life, this song has proven to be a savior this week.

You gotta love Paramore.

They always know how to say things poetically, powerfully but yet subtle.

I tell myself things will get better, because things could be worse. But I must be true to myself and honor

this rut that I'm in. Whether that means my vision things is warped or not is besides the matter.

I'm learning alot...how to stop, relax and do things that MAKE ME HAPPY, not keep me busy.

It's time to get back to that and become MY OWN BEST FRIEND again.

This is all very hard to do, especially when doing for others makes you feel so good.

But doing for others and then being betrayed has also eaten me alive.

This is all character building and what matters is how you come out of it. That's the truth. You can continue to ignore your issues until they grow into something supernatural and threaten to engulf you.

That's what this song represents to me. Things are hard, people are treacherous, but your everlasting will to make it will help you survive anything.



You were my conscience, so solid now you’re like water.

And we started drowning, not like we’d sink any farther.

But I let my heart go, its somewhere down at the bottom.

But I’ll get a new one and come back for the hope that you´ve stolen (Paramore, "Monster")

xoxo,

Tia

(gifs courtesy of fxckyeahparamore tumblr)

I just had to pause and take a moment to say..

Did anyone check out the back on Lincecum yesterday?



It looked extra hypnotizing yesterday.

Just puttin' that out there :)

Gah, I love me some Timmy

Have The Rules Of Girl Code Completely Been Forgotten?

 

Going through your high school years are very difficult, luckily I'm at my last year, but in these difficult years it helps to have good friends that you can lean on. Sadly I've never known how that feels since mostly I have guy friends who could care less about my problems and my girl friends are either too consumed in their own lives and problems that they completely over look mine, or they stab me in the back so many times I'm surprised I can still stand. In a way it seems kind of ridiculous to me that I can't rely on any of my girl friends because I consider myself a very reliable and understanding person and I don't understand why I can't receive the same treatment.

I guess these are the years that make us stronger though right?

-Kenya

K.I.D.S

I fell in love with Mac Miller the second I heard him on one of Chris Webby's song I Need  A Dollar but once I heard his own music I have nothing but respect for him. He is only 19 years old and there's no question that he's going places. His music is so fun and he has made huge moves in music, which he deserves because he works hard. I'm also in love with his clothing merchandise, and its about that time for my birthday so hopefully someone with love me enough to buy me this sweatshirt, tank top, or baseball tee.

These are two of my favorite quotes from one of my favorite books, Looking For Alaska by John Green, one of the best books I've ever read .

-Kenya

Back To Reality

Everyone has problems going on in their lives and every so often we get consumed in our issues and for get that there are other and much bigger things going on in the world. I'm speaking from experience. The last couple of weeks haven't been the easiest weeks for me, usually I can move on and be productive, that has become easier to say than to do. We always need a little reminder that others have it worse off than we do and be thankful for what we do have. For me that reminder was this song.

I'm not the biggest Justin Bieber fan but I love this song. Hopefully we'll all be seeing better days

-Kenya