Has anyone ever felt that something terrible that happened in the past will never be undone? Maybe not so much that it won't be undone, because it can't. No more along the lines that what happened has input an ingredient that has forever changed things.
It makes it hard to re-start. It makes it hard to believe in. It makes it hard for your calm and forgiving mind to stay constant and continue. I've been feeling this lately and I'm not sure why. I have no idea, I just know I need to get a grip.